I have no idea where the time has gone since I last posted but here we are finally writing an update. Today is the full moon, tomorrow the equinox, and in three months time it will be Yule!! I have been use to wondering where time goes for a number of years now but since … Continue reading From one full moon to another
“You are worth caring for” something that when I was first told this I had the reaction of ‘no I’m not I’ve got other to look after” it was always either them or me, for some reason it felt as though looking after myself meant I was taking that time away from others, mainly my … Continue reading Caring for yourself… the start of it all.
Well here we are then so hello to pre birthday reflection and wanted outcomes. I am not even sure when this pattern started but it is something I seem to of done for longer than I can remember. I guess in a way it is my brains way of celebrating my up and coming new … Continue reading The pre birthday mind mess
It is coming up to the last week of February already, we all know that time is all wonky right now and has been for a year. A bloody year since we started getting worried about covid-19. Have we now come to the conclusion that this year is also a right off yet? I know … Continue reading Improvements have been made
Living differently is of course subjective, but l would very much say that my lifestyle is very different to that of the people that live in my local community. Council gardens are usually lawns and boarders or hard landscaped. Mine isn’t, and by gods the people around me do not like it. Every year I … Continue reading Is living differently going to be enough?
I have absolutely no idea where January went to so let us not really worry about that because it isn’t going to get the month back. Today I am feeling a lot more human than I have in a while. I am in the middle of a flair up, not just my ME and Fibromyalgia … Continue reading Hello February
As I sit drifting in and out of consciousness whilst attempting to read this month’s magazines I can hear a distant tut from inside my own head. Why do I keep doing this? Why is it that I believe the ultimate solution will jump out from one of the pages? You know, one of those … Continue reading The down side to my 2020
Just after my diagnosis I noticed that I was suffering with what I thought was just stress incontinence and just put it down to my age. Over a few months it progressively got more frequent and not just when I sneezed. so I went to the dr. and told that it was indeed normal for … Continue reading living with Incontinence at 43
After a lot of thinking time, I have decided that in order for me to start a fresh and be able to document my journey (has that phrase been killed?) from that point I need to rant. Its a good way of getting gall of the crap out of your system so you can see … Continue reading Let’s have a little rant shall we
Even though we are almost at the end of January already this is my “goodbye 2019 and hello 2020” post. I have also lost most of this month and indeed most of 2019 to being ill and on meds. Knowing that this is how I am going to be for life has been taking a … Continue reading Hello 2020