An update with many a tangent. A couple of weeks ago it was my birthday, and it was the best birthday I’ve had in goddess knows how long. My youngest went full out, balloons, birthday cake, gifts the whole lot. I received 5 bunches of beautiful flowers too, including one off my ex… talking of … Continue reading Why Hello 46
In a state of being bombarded by all the head talk I struggle to form sentences but that will not stop me from trying. Sometimes things do not work out the way you had always dreamt of. Sometimes peoples lives go in different directions without realising it until it is too late. Things carry on … Continue reading Mind vomit
Yup that is exactly how the year has made me feel so far, and there isn’t another way I can really put it. However, saying that things are improving slowly. I am ignoring the set backs, well not really ignoring them I am taking them as lessons to take forward with me whilst I face … Continue reading Discombobulated discombobulation
Even though this has been the hardest winter I have had in such a long time It is still that time of year once again where I reflect on the past year and try and focus on the up and coming year. Only this year I am without the guidance of my grandma. This has … Continue reading Goodbye 2021
“You are worth caring for” something that when I was first told this I had the reaction of ‘no I’m not I’ve got other to look after” it was always either them or me, for some reason it felt as though looking after myself meant I was taking that time away from others, mainly my … Continue reading Caring for yourself… the start of it all.
When you explain acceptance to someone it can often sounds so simple. To “accept the things we can not change, the courage to change the things we can, and the wisdom the know the difference…” in practice it isn’t that easy. It can take time, and constantly being your own cheerleader or therapist reaffirming the … Continue reading Acceptance and disability … where I am at.
My birthday couldn’t of been more wonderful. Wales never lets me down not matter when we go, I think it Is part of the magic of the country. I had time to relax, away from the country that held all of my stress giving me a chance to look at it from the outside. It … Continue reading Hello 45
Well here we are then so hello to pre birthday reflection and wanted outcomes. I am not even sure when this pattern started but it is something I seem to of done for longer than I can remember. I guess in a way it is my brains way of celebrating my up and coming new … Continue reading The pre birthday mind mess
It is coming up to the last week of February already, we all know that time is all wonky right now and has been for a year. A bloody year since we started getting worried about covid-19. Have we now come to the conclusion that this year is also a right off yet? I know … Continue reading Improvements have been made
With the first week of February already gone you can really tell the phenological seasons are shifting. This is ever present in the garden and can cause so much confusion on what jobs need doing at any one given time. Especially in most recent years where the weather seems to of just gone bonkers. Nature … Continue reading First week out in the garden.